I want the next five days to be mostly mine.  I'm going to be selfish (not) and take care of myself.  I have been mad at the world lately.  I have been crying more than usual.  I have been having to have talks with myself.  I had a good day yesterday.  I was very calm.  I want that to continue.  My New Year's Resolution was to clean and organize my house and here we are at the end of May and very little has been done.  That's not okay with me.  I give too much of my time away to others, especially my Aunt.  For maybe the last 4 months, she has been in a nursing home that is farther away.  I have a friend who doesn't have a car.  She claims not to be able to afford a car but lately I think she just manages money really poorly.  So she needs a ride to use a gift card but that will either have to wait or she can find some other way there, which won't happen.  She lives 45 minutes from me.  I just gave her a ride at the end of April.  I cried all the way to her house because I have my own stuff to do.  So I will be taking care of myself and doing what I want to do, mostly by myself, for the next five days.  Holla!