Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
I have just found out that I may have cancer. I have accepted that God may call me to His kingdom soon. I fear that I will die alone, as my family is slowly being ripped away from me.
My oldest granddaughter, who is a cruel girl who hates me for no reason other than her deceased mother poisoning her against me, took custody of her four year old little sister when their mother died and made her say such awful things about me to get a restraining order against me and my husband for both of them so I could not see them any more. Then she started poisoning my middle granddaughter, who is her teenaged cousin, and her mental health went so terribly bad and she started hurting herself, drinking and spending time with people of bad influence. Then one day she went crazy and went to the police to claim horrible things about my son and his wife, and about me too! Now child services took her away from them and gave my oldest granddaughter custody! None of my granddaughters speak to me or my husband or my son any more and it is devastating. I believe she is a terrible influence on them, she has a bad lifestyle and has told them to turn their backs on their family who loves them. But I do still love her, and my other granddaughters, and it pains me to not see them.
I have my husband, but he spends more and more time away from me. My son and daughter-in-law are busy with the legal troubles brought up by his daughter. My grandson is busy getting ready for his sweetheart to have a baby I may never meet. All I have is God, and I pray to Him everyday that He will deliver my granddaughters back to me, that they will see sense and forget their cruelty. I have such terror that I will never see them again.
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It's going to get hotter here with Thursday being the hottest. It's noon and 75f feels more like 80 or more.I've been cleaning up the deck in this morning and cleaning the windows outside. Then I cut up a pallet in half, I've decided to call it quits now because I went a bit light headed. Joanne, some drugs we take have an effect on us in the heat, I know a couple of mine do, maybe yours...
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As I make my way through a similar morass of family estrangement from a similar position, I have been reminding myself regularly to let God lead the dance. Certainty unavailable, but I believe that often the next step in the dance is as simple as changing a word like, "cruel" to a word like, "hurt." Hurt is always some degree of cruel. Calling a person, "Cruel" sounds like they do ^it^ just to inconvenience me. Different by an attitude, but attitude counts.
But that is me. . .
Gentlest of steadying support while you sort your own.
Thank goodness for a better life awaiting us Christians someday. I've had my share of health problems in life and devastating family issues only this week. God bless you. Prayers.
However, as I am reading other people's stories.......sadly this is not the case.
I wish you comfort and peace..
At times I do mention things that are ours that I like. I feel bad when I mention that stuff though. I also go through scenarios on what if's....... What if she is not here, or what if he is not here....... just my two cents.
But I cannot help to say....doesn't anyone know what a paragraph is. It is really difficult to read.
Hugs.