This morning I've been to the dentist for my daughter to have a procedure done, I felt more relaxed there than I ever do at home.  I wake up on edge, and it rarely goes away, for the rest of the day.  By the evening I go to bed about 8 o clock as I cant stand the day anymore. I'm married for 28 years, the marriage is reasonable, at home I feel like he is trying to make my nerves as bad as possible.  He ignores me when I am speaking, he goes out every day, me I am stuck at home except for groceries and banking, and hospital or medical appointments.  Due to my disabled daughter.  She feels that I am able to cope with her seizures better than him.  When we are in the car he is constantly pointing out what other drivers do wrong, no signalling, driving too fast etc.  I dont like cars to travel in.  But thats what we travel in.  We cant walk as he has a walking problem and my daughter is in a wheelchair, which is manual, she cant have an electric due to seizures.  I spend my day on edge.  I no longer attend church, I feel that my home is a prison.  I've no friends, that would be interested in my problems, no family they are all dead, or live so far a way that it just doesnt count.  I'm so down and depressed.  I go to bed early because I cant stand the day anymore.  I've had severe chest pains, should have phoned an ambulance but didnt so we are waiting for the next one to happen, then I will have an ambulance.  Gareth is going to get his hair cut.  If I could have stayed in the dentist  all day, I would have been calmer.  But we are back home and on edge.  The weather is wet in fact we are expecting storm Gareth, so I cant get out for a walk.  Which is something i should be doing.  Help!