Last year, around this time, I had to take a friend shopping.  I really didn't want to do it.  I had my own crap to do and I had to clean the passenger side of the car, which was pissing me off.  I cried almost all the way to her house.  I guess that released toxins because as we were in Walmart, I began to feel sick.  This morning, my best friend got testy with me.  She is immature and doesn't like when things don't go her way.  Last Saturday, I told her that I couldn't go to yard sales because I have a hair appointment.  She kind of talked me into going.  I've been trying to figure out how to do this and get to my appointment with my stickler brother.  He runs a tight ship.  I cannot be late.  I was really anxious about this.  I am also anxious because I have to finish cleaning my old car out so that my brother and I can detail it.  Now we have to do that tomorrow afternoon because it's going to rain on Sunday.  I stayed up late last night watching testimony in a murder trial and didn't get enough sleep.  So, just like last year, I felt sick.  The feeling was in my stomach.  I was also not in a pleasant mood.  I finally started feeling better this afternoon as I thought about having coffee after work.  So back to my best friend, she thought I should cancel my appointment and schedule a different appointment during the week.  I said that I couldn't cancel last minute.  She fought me on that.  She kept saying "whatever".  I have a standing appointment every five weeks.  My brother has enough "no shows" and cancelations.  He doesn't need me to screw him over.  So nothing more has been talked about but I want to bomb out on the yard sales.  Ugh!  Thank God some Kindergarten girls came in from recess to hang out with me.  They think it's a big deal to sit at my desk and two can fit but there are always others trying to fit on the chair.  Anyway, thanks!