Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...

Nope. I can't tell you you are being ridiculous. Even if I was a doctor, I would want to at least meet you face to face before I diagnose you.
What I can do is listen while you sort your confusions on the subject and assure you you are neither a freak, nor alone.
Sort freely. Sort often. Your answers are in there.
Welcome aboard.
but see another doctor if you can.
Is there anything that you do that helps relieve your anxieties? Can we help support you in finding things that might help?
Welcome to the board
Heartfelt hugs, Patti