Anxiety Support Group
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the value of artistic channeling is what makes me wonder if this rant is really off topic. when i can call myself an artist, there is zero doubt that the computer is my medium and has been since the middle 70's when the only computer graphics available were created by overlaying dot matrix characters. my star trek video game consisted of x's (klingons) and o's (federation) shooting special characters at one another. getting hit by an x's hashtag was ever so devastating to the o's. game over. time to reload that massive collection of punched cards that held the game. shhhhhhh. . . don't tell the muckety mucks that we are playing games with their multi-million dollar toys. of course i have played with other art mediums, but they don't purr beneath my fingers like digital media.
the trigger for this spin on the not-so-merry-go-round was a pre-k assignment for baby sis. she needs a current picture of herself and her family for the "getting to know you" assignment. the need to provide pre-k level hard copy has brought my artistic frustrations rip roaring to front and center. the cloudy-it invasion of my digital art studio remains a festering wound.
by the time the first pc's became available in the mid 80's, someone who could "draw" a line on a computer screen could pretty much write their own ticket. i did and over-worked my way to full carpul tunnel tendon seizures. i'll fast forward past that tedious recovery and pick up the story around the turn of the millennium when i had recoverd far enough to be able to use my digital art as a therapy channel. internet connections were still too slow and awkward to handle the memory intensive graphics files but the first internet robocops were gearing up with their membership checks, etc. i began to feel like picasso attempting to work in a studio in grand central station. the art supply sales force was demanding the right to rearrange my studio at their convenience. for my own good, of course. relearning formats was supposed to be fun. the pop up ads, etc., were just my benefactors looking after my continued well-being. big brother knows best.
just venting. . . is there an app for that?
back to the current day need. which app do i choose for getting hard copy fit for a pre-k assignment? rhetorical question, my technically empowered gurus. i know where to look for the plethora of options. these days i spend more hours virtual shopping than creating.
pink floyd has become my main provider for the soundtrack to this drama. "before you know, you're just another drip in the cloud."
rant over. . . switching soundtrack to bachman turner overdrive.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCIUf8eYPqA
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It's going to get hotter here with Thursday being the hottest. It's noon and 75f feels more like 80 or more.I've been cleaning up the deck in this morning and cleaning the windows outside. Then I cut up a pallet in half, I've decided to call it quits now because I went a bit light headed. Joanne, some drugs we take have an effect on us in the heat, I know a couple of mine do, maybe yours...
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I was just born in mid 70"s So, I didn't even know they had pc's b4 the 80's . But one of my teacher's had one, an apple macintash. We used to have an IBM...........Wasn't until the late 90's (99) that we got internet.........dial-up was a pain. But, I just wish we had the internet when I was in school, Would have been a big help. especially when I was first learning guitar in 94. Now, we have A.I and Virtual reality technology, I think has made computer software easier to use, Even daily strength has A.I and a lot of other sites, That predict and correct spelling.
Even gaming software: The fact that You can learn Guitar from a video game(s) now A Game called "ROCKSMITH" Teaches You song's and Technique, And Your using a real guitar "ROCKSMITH" uses virtual reality Technology, as to a game called "GUITAR HERO" Your not really learning from it's just a plastic Guitar simulator, with all the guitar sound's programed into a receiver-chip (A.I) Technology.
You mentioned something about, pre-k??
You can probably find something that uses A.I or Virtual Reality for Technology for Pre-K
I could go on on about this type of technology, But I'll stop now!
the school boards have already decided which apps to use for their pre-k tech. she should be bringing back her district issued laptop computer soon. i already know there are more pre-k apps available, by whatever name, than i care to research. her big bro (10) has already committed his first computer crime and learned how to bypass parental controls in the game rooms where he **proves** his digital machismo. i am praying there are no sexual predators admiring that machismo. just praying. . . i've known a few too many gamers to have much hope that is so. . . just praying.
i'm sure glad i'm not the one who has to set up all those district issued laptops. hopefully the 3 new laptops, set up for pre-k, 2nd and 5h grades will have all their apps in order. just hoping. . . not holding my breath while i hope.
my turn to stop now. . .
no virtual problem with the tech piece of the rant. my rant is pure art fartery. sure wish i could finish the drop and gossamer series i was working on the last time the cloudy-its declared my art supplies to be obsolete. methinks that was in 2013.
still wishing for unconditional ownership of an offline system. no, my cloudy ma'am/sir, i do not wish to be a pussword carrying member of your club with an eternity of membership dues, pop-up ads and cloudy updates ahead of me.
personally, as a proud resident of Crazy Town, i think understanding is over-rated. my job is not to understand my sibs-in-healing. my job is to just be supportive until they understand themselves.
healing hopes for all.
no exceptions.