I haven't had much issue with anxiety for a little while but today I'm losing it. Oh on the outside I'm sure it looks like I"m holding it together... I'm at work and getting a little bit done but this week has just been too much. Now they expect us to do overtime this weekend, as much as we can. I have the babies birthday party tomorrow so told them I wont' be available most of the day. I'm expected to log on and work whenever I can which is just too much for me to cope with right now. My dd just messaged me and said she needs me to come home after work to babysit cause the baby's father, who is supposed to be coming and promised to babysit, is now going to be later and may not show at all. She already told the regular babysitter she could have the night off. And tonight my bf has no kids so we would have done something - bad timing but this is the second time this week he had no kids and she asked me to babysit. She really has no one else so how can I say no. And on top of this I am stranded at work today with no car cause my son needed it to take his cousin to an appt - I feel trapped when I'm here with no car and feeling so stressed. I know I just need to calm down, do my work and stop stressing but its not that easy today. I'm on the edge of quitting and walking home in the rain which would probably take an hour. Oh and I didnt' mention that I really really hate my job on a good day and today isn't a good one, even my teammates and team lead are stressing today... really wish I could have a good stiff drink at work!