I’m unsure if I was raped. I stay over at my best friends house a lot due to problems at home and I’m close with all of her family members and siblings and I love them very much. I sometimes sleep in in my best friends room, sometimes her younger sisters, and sometimes her younger brother. Me and her younger brother play games and get along well but he is known to be a bit of a f*ckboy and he  gets along very well with girls and does a lot of stuff with them. He also used to try to do things with me too. I fell asleep next to him one night and woke up to him lowering my underwear and attempting to put his private part in me. I was confused and I froze. I didn’t know what to do and felt helpless so I just tried to shuffle and move away like I’m still sleeping. This helped with making sure he didn’t stay inside of me but he finished on my back area and that’s when I got really angry and got up. I looked at what he did and told him it’s wrong and that I’m really upset and that if he does something like this again I will tell his parents. He didn’t seem sorry at all as he has a mindset that everyone wants him and likes him and wants to be with him. I went back to my best friends room to sleep and I really didn’t want to say anything about it to her in the morning because I don’t want to cause any problems within their family since the son already makes so much trouble for them to deal with. After that night I stopped spending nights in their house because I felt unsafe and I feel so bad because I gave no explanation to my best friend. Another problem is that I’m 18 and he’s 16 and I know if it was the other way around where I did things with him I would be a sexual offender. I also know that it’s automatically rape if someone is doing things with someone who is sleeping (unless you are dating and agreed it’s okay sometimes). I think he thought it’s okay because I’m close with him along with all the other family members but I hate it.