Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
well I had my first panic attack in a long time earlier tonight. And it was as horrible as I remember.
I didn’t cry tho. I thought I was dying. And I kept pacing and this rush just came over my body. Hot and then really cold. Feelings of impending doom. Derealization. In the back of my mind I knew what this was. This feeling was all too familiar. But it didn’t stop me from freaking out.
I tried to go and hug my boyfriend who was playing some computer game. But he didn’t seem to help. So my go to solution is call my mom until she answers. And I needed something to pull me back to reality.
It was just the scariest feeling! The impending doom, but I kno I’ve felt this before and it’s not a good feeling.
I guess right now I’m just trying to recover from the stress my body went through and I’m confused as to why this happened. And I don’t want it to happen again :(
i had a bad headache so I took 2 excedrin and then I fell asleep in the living room. I woke up maybe an hour to an hour and a half later. I was all clammy like I was sweating in my sleep. I got up and went into the kitchen and took my Prozac, poured a cup of iced tea, and grabbed a few cookies. I even went to the bathroom. Then I came in and layed in bed. It was like as soon as I layed in bed - I felt the panic and impending doom.
I guess I’m just a little shaken up.
Thanks for anyone who read this.
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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First, I hope everyone is doing well, and continuing to fight that good fight! Keep up the great work on yourselves; I'm rooting for all of you!So, I started doing therapy at the beginning of the year, when I was in my most depressed state, but with my therapist, I made big changes and steps in the right direction. But, over a month ago, she couldn't take my insurance anymore, and I had to stop...
So. . . How you doing this morning? Any calmer? Did making this post help any?
I feel like I’m in derealization because of anxiety. I hate this feeling. :(