Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...

It takes so much courage to leave a loveless relationship, I commend you
but just because it didnt work, doesnt mean the world is cruel or meaningless or loveless
I know, sounds like horse shit, I just hope you find some positivity in your situation
"in the middle of difficultly there lies opportunity"
all the best
After she left the IRS after however many decades, she got two part-time gigs that seemed to help fill the void: she stocks the cards you see at Target, which gives her an excuse to shop and be out; and she's a substitute librarian at elementary schools, where she pretty much just reads to kids (which fulfills a bit of her grand-baby needs that neither me nor my sister have met).
I'd encourage you to look around, join a Tai Chi group or something for a bit, just to mix up your perspective and reevaluate.