Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
I'm new to this and quite skeptical how helpful this thing is because sometimes it's better not talking about it but I'm desperate to hear any kind of encouragement at the moment.
Some jackass gave me 3 consecutive vitamin shots a year ago and it wrecked my nervous system really badly. I had severe anxiety, depression... u name it. I refused to take medications and had to endure hell for about a year. I'm almost normal but it's still very hard.
I noticed my body is not as it used to be. I'm sensitive to my monthly cycle now and live in terror every month. Each week brings new weird symptoms.
Sometimes I feel spaced out of reality and like I'm walking in a dream, sometimes I can't see well, and everything appears in double; sometimes when I drive I see scenes of flying cars throwing themselves at my windshield and sometimes like today, scenes repeat themselves in my head nonstop which makes it IMPOSSIBLE to relax.
I suffer from constant headaches... I cry all the time and to make things worse, I went through some very painful experiences on a personal level that broke me to pieces.
I am dealing with everything inside of me alone. I live in circumstances that aren't very healthy for me to deal with what I'm dealing with.
I miss my old self. I miss how strong I was. I'm scared all the time.
There are days when I wake up and I can't move out of bed. I feel paralyzed with fear and depression.
I watch my old videos and it kills me to see how cheerful and happy I was. I'm not the pathetic kind of person, I have so many talents, I know I could do so much with my life but I'm hopeless right now. I can't see anything good coming my way.
People feel sorry for me instead of really appreciate who I am.
I'm 30 and I have a really difficult life. Due to my circumstances there's a big chance that I'm going to end up alone for a long time and I don't know how I can deal with that ON TOP of my bad health.
What can I do?
How can I stop this?
I'm dying inside.
Please help.
How do you deal with those bad days? Severe depression? How do you deal with things when you have lost everything you care about, feel like someone is tearing your inside with a knife and you can't deal with it like a normal person because you don't have the strength to do it.
Just tell me how.
Some jackass gave me 3 consecutive vitamin shots a year ago and it wrecked my nervous system really badly. I had severe anxiety, depression... u name it. I refused to take medications and had to endure hell for about a year. I'm almost normal but it's still very hard.
I noticed my body is not as it used to be. I'm sensitive to my monthly cycle now and live in terror every month. Each week brings new weird symptoms.
Sometimes I feel spaced out of reality and like I'm walking in a dream, sometimes I can't see well, and everything appears in double; sometimes when I drive I see scenes of flying cars throwing themselves at my windshield and sometimes like today, scenes repeat themselves in my head nonstop which makes it IMPOSSIBLE to relax.
I suffer from constant headaches... I cry all the time and to make things worse, I went through some very painful experiences on a personal level that broke me to pieces.
I am dealing with everything inside of me alone. I live in circumstances that aren't very healthy for me to deal with what I'm dealing with.
I miss my old self. I miss how strong I was. I'm scared all the time.
There are days when I wake up and I can't move out of bed. I feel paralyzed with fear and depression.
I watch my old videos and it kills me to see how cheerful and happy I was. I'm not the pathetic kind of person, I have so many talents, I know I could do so much with my life but I'm hopeless right now. I can't see anything good coming my way.
People feel sorry for me instead of really appreciate who I am.
I'm 30 and I have a really difficult life. Due to my circumstances there's a big chance that I'm going to end up alone for a long time and I don't know how I can deal with that ON TOP of my bad health.
What can I do?
How can I stop this?
I'm dying inside.
Please help.
How do you deal with those bad days? Severe depression? How do you deal with things when you have lost everything you care about, feel like someone is tearing your inside with a knife and you can't deal with it like a normal person because you don't have the strength to do it.
Just tell me how.
Plugnplay61, I think it is very much related to the shot I took. The doc was so careless, he didn't even see me properly. It was a Vitamin D shot and the normal procedure was for me to get 1 shot per month but because I was traveling he administered the shots per week.
The symptoms started gradually until I literally crashed. I researched it and turns out there are a few cases with people having nervous breakdowns from specifically Vitamin D shots.
When I did the blood work, it showed I had enormous amounts of Vitamin D way off the chart. It was too much for my system.
I'm seriously hoping it didn't ruin me permanently :( I'm better now after almost a year but I'm still not feeling 100% myself. Yes I was anxious as a kid but I never had severe anxiety and the shots triggered them and also affected many other things in my nervous system.
but like the saying goes...what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. seriously if you lived near me we would be best buddies ! i understand whole heartedly how you must feel. sending you BIG hugs and i hope we can kick this anxiety soon!