I totally feel you. I am fortunate though my husband doesn't get irritated with me but he has no idea what I am feeling. But he sure does try. God love him. I was doing so well for the past few months but then out of nowhere I had a somewhat stressful week, and it completely brought me down. I feel like I am lost and not sure which way to go. I didn't even go to church this morning bc I couldn't stop crying. The one thing that is keeping me going is that I know God doesn't put more on you than you can bear, even though it sure does feel like it sometimes.

Hiya.

Thanks for the support. I hope we both start feeling a bit better soon.
Guess just have to accept that dome days are worse than others and pray that tomorrow might be a bit better. Hope it is for you too.

Please stay in touch.

I hate people when they dish out to you that simple "snap out of it", "grow up and deal with it like an adult," its a horrible way for someone to to try and help us feel better it only makes us feel worse, because then we feel guilty for crying, feeling sad or overwhelmed. I honestly know what your feeling and struggling with ive been battling every day for the 7 years. Being married to the military only makes those feelings worse with all the added stress and worries that come with being a military wife. I do know you can do it, even when those inner voices adn demons are telling you that you cant. I firmly believe even in my darkest saddest days when i feel like the world hates me and i dont deserve to be here, that each of us is a tiny piece to what makes this world so great.I'm a naturopath so i dont do medications and drugs to help with any of my issues or problems ive chosen to be on a path where celebrating life every day is my ongoing goal..and its not been easy but ive learned the last four weeks that each day if we really look around us and into us you can find something even if small to reconfirm how special, loved, and important each of us is to our families and friends, and to our beloved earth. You are special :) You are stronger than your anxieties and inner dark voices know you are you just have to find how to bring that strength out and let it be your guide. I'm here if you ever want to talk i hate sitting and talking myself :) Have a blessed and peaceful sunday, I'm sending you strength and as many hugs as you can handle :)

Thank you so much Amy.

Yours words are very uplifting and do help