I’m 35 I’m active go to basketball games , baseball, I’m in a motorcycle club go hiking Runyon canyon 4 times a week , I drive and fly a lot and I have panic attacks for no reason where I’ll have to leave make excuses, go home or get away I’m a hypochondriac always think sumthin is wrong with me , I did just find out I got a blood clot in my lung , Fckn great go figure like I don’t stress enough , well there’s a Bro of mine in my club with similar problems and it seems we’ve became Ativan buddies sadly but when ever he and I are around each other we’re able to share stories settle each other’s nerves kinda hang more then every one else , it’s one thing to talk to someone on a site but when you have common issues with someone to get together and talk makes things easier I’ve started to calm down a little more don’t know if any one else relates
Hi everyone.I can trace my anxiety back to when I was 18 and in an emotionally abusive relationship. 6 years on, and it continues to be a feature in my everyday life (not the relationship, thank god, but the anxious thoughts). I'm 24 and in a long-term relationship with someone I really love. I know he loves me, but at the same time...it's as though no amount of validation can make me feel...
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