Just found out a week ago I was 4 months pregnant. I'm really excited and the baby is doing really well. I've had 2 miscarriages and when I had my 4 year old daughter I had a struggle I was bed ridden for six months it was a long struggle and I had a really rough time giving birth to her but was glad she turned out to be a healthy baby.
Me and my husband I really love so much we tried for the last year to have a child but couldn't get pregnant I saw so many specialist in Boston. Gained 25 lbs for a safe pregnancy then in May when I was told it be to dangerous for me to become pregnant. Had my tubes tied then figured it wasn't going to happen.we looked into adopting then they had a concern even for fostering because they found he was a us marine veteran who did 2 tours to Iraq they were concerned if he had suffered from ptsd where he's be off the edge but he's very quiet and calm.
So last week I didn't feel good ran pregnancy test and it confirmed I was and an ultra sound confirmed and I was told very rare but can happen a woman can still get pregnant after the tubes are tied because it may not have been done right.
The baby is doing fine and I got a lot of restrictions of what I can and cannot do.but very feared of the worst happening like losing the baby or having it premature with serious birth defects.
Has anyone ever experienced blacking out from anxiety. yesterday I had a disociative attack and I dont know how to deal with it. I keep spiriling thinking about it and I just feel so embarrassed about how I looked and the episode. All I want to do is be invisable right now and I cant stop focusing on it. Sorry if im just rambling I just dont know if anyone has experienced that too.