Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...

I'm not sure if this is a great post to read for those with health anxiety but I really need some support
so I went to the oral surgeon for the front tooth pain dilemma. He ordered a cat scan because he saw a shadow above pained tooth. He said it was a cyst Dental cysts near dead problematic teeth are common. Not necessarily a problem. But it was big and he felt it might be holding the tooth's infection. This might be why my regular dentist could not see the infection or understand my pain idk
i had oral surgery on wed. He took the from tooth and also removed the cyst. It was a very difficult procedure for me as I didn't realize he didn't use sedation until after it started I just presumed he did and so we used nova Caine which blocked most of the pain but nothing for my anxiety
I had a few panic attacks thru the procedure and told him. Unfortunately he really didn't have a great bed side manner and asked me to please stay still so he could do what he needed to do
i got thru it. It's day 3 of recovery and I am struggling I really question everything. What's normal what's not. I've called with questions but my anxiety is thru the roof stitches galore it's not pretty.
I hope it's ok I shared here. I could use any words.
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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Years ago, I won a mirrored armoire from my job. It's in my bedroom but I rarely stand in front of it. Yesterday, I had to have a dexascan done so I had to change into a gown. There was a full length mirror in the changing room. I'm aware that I gained 5 to 7 pounds over the last year from cheating on Keto but I didn't know what it looked like. It was a reality check.
You got through it.
Here's to healing and feeling better!