I took today off and moved next months dentist appt to today.  I will get my permanant crown and then get some more work done in the front.  I was lucky they had an opening today.  400.00 more outta pocket and this will be all I do until I get my 1500.00 credit card bill paid off.  

I do a little work, charge it, pay it off and then do a little more.  Next will be a bridge but that will have to wait.  

Thinking I might drive over to a state park after i leave the dentist and check it out.  It would be nice to go for a long walk.  I really should do some instacarting toos so I'm not working all day Sunday.  

I'm conflicted about so many things right now.  I never feel like I have any peace for any amount of time.  I guess I just need to stop worrying and make the best decisions I can and see what the outcomes are.  It's hard for.me not to worry though.  I dont think the wedding is an option.  Roomie does not like to spend any more money than he has to so boarding our cats is not.an option and doesnt trust anyone to.come here and feed our cat children for a week.  I am going to suggest that he go being it is his family and I will stay here.  

I will save my week off until it gets cooler than go camping.  I was really hoping for some downtime soon but I'll have to continue to wait with patience.  My brother is worrying me to death.  I already see what is happening with his situation.  He never ever thinks ahead.