I am recently having a bunch of little panic attacks I think due to stress of school which I am having a hard time handling high school AND college, let alone I have a LOT Of things on my mind right now I dont even have time to think about so everything is just piling up in my mind and I dont have enough time in the day to sort through any of it. My parents are pushing me to be the best I can be, and I want to be the best I can be, I want A's and B's in HS and College and its difficult to understand what my teachers are asking of me. Not only that but Im going through a few emotional problems with my only friend I have which is like my sister, she was forced to move two hours away from me and I cant see her Im missing her like hell. Then I havent been away from my parents for more then like a couple hours at a time. I havent spent the night over anyones house in over a year and a half. Im missing so much and Im having a super hard time dealing with that and my parents. Oh god my parents, my dad is dying slowly and he wants to. I love him more then anyone else in the world and he doesnt even want to see me succeed in life. He just wants to hurry up and die he doesnt care. WHat am I supposed to do about that? My mom is being over paranoid everytime I start making friends she asks me if I am complaining to them of how awful of a parent she is, she says "did you tell him/her 'oh my mom is so awful, she beats me, she hates me, oh my god my mom is a bitch' blah blah blah" That is stressful enough. I cant sleep anymore and Im tired as hell. Im breaking out on my face, I have little panic attacks like cant breathe then finally catch my breath. Now lately its been getting worse where I have random....well I dont know if they are random, when something happens like Im working on my school work, and have a list of things to do like dishes and my laundry, my mom tells me to let the dogs out or feed the dogs or something I just burst into tears. My mom doesnt know though b/c Im usually in my room. Its just way too stressful, what should I do?

I noticed people are righting about medications, do you think there are any meds I should ask my doctor about? Im already on Wellbutrin XL for depression and Concerta for depression and ADHD. Sorry this is so long and sorry I got a bit personal, it kinda got away from me and turned into a venting post. But Im still asking for advice....any advice??