I needed to reach out to people who might understand what I'm going through. Anybody dealing with similar things or advice on how to proceed, please reach out. My job has been hanging in the balance for the past year due to an acquisition. But at the end of the year I was placed in a new position, with a new boss and a new location. I'm feeling so lost. All new systems, processes, etc. I'm having a hard time picking things up and feeling like the "old guy" who skills have passed him by. They speak of advanced programs I have not learned and the job involves attending a lot of meetings, something that with anxiety, is not my favorite thing to do. I don't know what to do. I'm feeling pretty miserable and have been watching for jobs. But I am not sure if I can hold out.

Of course, like every story there is more. This past year I dealt with my father dying, along with some uncles and aunts. My mother has been ill and hospitalized the last couple of weeks and I deal with an illness that has popped up again and leaves me with brain fog, sore muscles and joints and fatigue.

Could use some support!