I haven't been that much angry lately. Well right now, that's not a really good thing for me. I "control" my anger, I use it to fuel my energy to do the things I need to do.  It is a specific anger, the source, that is...not a generalized one.  I would say what the source is, but I don't need some self-righteous prick to come out of the woodwork and attack me, like one did in another group.

This is the thing: why are there particular idiots out there who read one or two entries and think they know everything about the author?

Yeah, suddenly they know all about you, based on those entries, as if that is the whole story.

It's not my fault, what I wrote in the other group's thing, to be misunderstood by this idiot.  I can't help it if they have a mental disorder and use that as an excuse to go off on a tangent and insult me.  Personal insults are not acceptable.

Isn't this place supposed to be a neutral place? Isn't this site supposed to be for those who are going through bad times, to come to and write about their experiences and seek some help?  Instead, I get blasted by some nuttard who can't seem to accept his own mental disorder and takes it out on me.

This is the second time for his rude comment, the first as a personal insult.

It's one thing to misunderstand something written, when the history is left out of that particular entry...but to be personally attacked is not what this site and the members (I'd hope) is all about.

Maybe this individual needs to be educated what this site is for.  I read a couple of his entries, oh yeah, such a poor fellow, having had his own experiences which were indeed traumatic---but then, he schleps over to my entry and personally insults me?  I wonder what all those folks who gave him their condolances and sorrow would think, if I copied what I wrote and his comments and put it into a comment on one of his entries?  Would that prove what a prick he is? Would this change some of their minds about this individual?  Maybe.  But I'm not that mean of a bastard, yeah I can be a bastard for sure, I've done my share of flaming people for shit they've said---but this asshole, no, he comes over to a couple of my entries and rattles off insults, especially the last one and does a personal insult.

He doesn't know shit about my recent history...like most people who haven't read anything I've written about it, you wouldn't know, so of course he doesn't know.  Personally I seriously doubt he gives a fuck anyway.  He has his own mental issues...so why would he care about mine?

Yeah I have recently learned, I complained a while back about my "anger issues"---but I also very recently learned, it is these angry feelings which actually fuel the energy which drives me to accomplish certain things I need to do right now.

There is nothing wrong with being angry...it's how you control that anger.

Yes I am angry at what this idiot commented.  I can't reach through the internet and smack his face, break his nose for the personal insult, but I doubt I would, even if I could.  I pity the asshole.  I don't care if he has mental disorders, that's the thing. That's no excuse for him to make the personal insults.  

One thing I've never been good at---not getting angry at nobs like him, who know nothing about the situation and/or experiences of somebody and then go off on them with a flame job, turned personal insult.  Hell, it's so easy to be an asshole like that over the internet, all the victim can do, is like I did...rattle off my own insult in return, which I did...and bad me, I don't care how I write it, it's all rather spontaneous.  Do I care if I use bad words, or care little for this nobs feelings?  Hell no, I don't. Do I care if he is a victim of some mental and/or brain disorder? Hell no, that's no excuse.  He shouldn't be at this site. He is a two-faced prick.

Yeah, for the first time in weeks, I am angry. I was doing fine until this nob commented on my last entry.  I need the specific anger, the one I use to fuel my energy--I don't need some moron come out of the woodwork, like a vile human-roach, and personally insult me.

Here is a link to what I wrote in the schizophrenic group, it shows his comment, followed by mine...he shouldn't have made me angry, really, that's so uncool...and thus, in return, I admit, I was uncool.

Link --> I haven't been that much angry lately.

Yeah I know, this entry probably shouldn't have been written here, or anywhere else for that matter...but, come'on, isn't this site meant for folks who need some kind of comfort to come to? Isn't this site supposed to be for us to come together and help each other? A "safe place?"  It might be, as long as nobs like the guy who wrote me, keep their hurtful, personal insults to themselves.

I will apologize to other people for my angry retort, but apologize to the nob? When hell freezes over twice and then turns into heaven.