Its like nobody in my life even gives a shit about whats happening either because i even texted one my my best friends and told him that i was most likely moving to georgia on friday they said that would call me when they got out of work and guess what sean.....the call never even came and this was tuesday....i am all alone in a boat that is sinking little by little and there is no one that wants to or even cares to save menobody responds to calls,voicemails,texts,emails,facebook,ANYTHING AT ALL, Im truly alone without a soul that cares one way or the other about what happens to me.

Sean biggest hugs ever.lets apply some logic.people do things for reasons..when I had someone die.I had someone cross over the road..I had a phone call would I come round and do some work..I got bashed because I went food shopping..each one of these people I could be angry at but no the person crossing the road couldnt face what had happened they didnt know what to say..second one in head wanted a job doing and thought it would distract me..third one they thought I should not be out because Im in mourning..they had someone who could go shopping for them..I couldnt send my lot at the time although the cat would of come back with a nice piece of Cod and the dog a nice juicy steak..People do things for reasons..what is important is its not about anyone else .the most important people in this is you and your wife..

First of all the only ones that can save us is our self and those around only give us a helping hand along the way. Right you need to just focus on getting yourself onto a better path and those around you may or may not be there when you do finally feel better. It won't be easy but you are not all alone we are here even though you cannot see us behind this computer screen we are here for you. Hugs.

All of us work out our own salvation, only Jesus saves!
Sean, hope your having a better day today. And be true to yourself!
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Thank you all for your constant input on my situation and i hope that im not bothering or iritating any of you wih my constant babbling.....But i just feel so alone,helpless and anxious that i dont know of any other way to get this out....My wife now acts like nothing is wrong and that were perfectly fine when in reality i am torn apart in every facit and cannot deal with what has now happened and i still believe that she has her eye on someone else here at work....My heart has been constantly tore in two since we were first married and i have comeback to her time after time and have worked through all of it because of the love that i have for her BUT this time is so different and i just dont feel safe in the house because it feels that at anytime she can just change her mind and want me out without a moments notice.....i just dont know what to do and today is horrible, My mom constantly offers a place to stay in georgia but i would have NO INCOME for who knows how long and that would make me feel even more insecure with myself and my situation......again im so sorry for my babbling and hope that im not bothering you all. Thank you all for taking the time to read this.

Your the best thing going on in this group. Reality! what have you gotten 30 something responses. Maybe Moody Blues is ,,,,,, well enough said. Take care kiddo:)