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I dont know what to do now.......Im so scared

SeanPain
SeanPain
Last night after franticly trying to get my wife on the phone to tell her that i was stuck in another town for work purposes so that i didnt worry her she tells me that she is sick of me.....and that i either check into a mental hospital here in town OR she will not be for much much longer, It feels like she is pushing me away...its feels like she doesnt care about my mental condition anymore and that she doesnt want me around just like everyone else in my life has done.....i cant sleep or eat,i feel like im going to be sick...i dont know what to do. I asked her to go with me to my psych appointment tomorrow and she told me that NO she cant just call in like that...i know she can because we work at the same place. By days end i might just go home and talk with the shotgun beside my bed if i lose her AGAIN i will not be able to live anyways...my family are all down in atlanta and i have no way of getting there and they probably have no room for me anyways FUCK i just dont know what to do.
deleted_user
deleted_user
When someone doesn't know what to do, it's best doing nothing.
And the shotgun isn't the ansewer!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why would anybody want someone that doesn't want them! Your letting her take control of your mind, not heart. Hearts don't work that way.
Do something for yourself, seek help for you. Tell them whats up. And keep thinking in your heart,mind and soul God Loves You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love and prayer going up,jb
SeanPain
SeanPain
She says that she only wants me to go to better US but for some reason it feels like she is just trying to push me out again.....i dont know what im going to do when i get outta here tonight ( work ) I have nowhere to go nobody to stay with nobody to talk to.......i seriously just want to end it now....i cant do this again not now not ever.
deleted_user
deleted_user
9 times out of 10 your thinking is right. Always exceptions though. I've been wrong a lot of times.( Lord help this loving soul, let him become aware of your love for him. And that he has a purpose in this world. ) I will continue praying for you. May Gods peace and understanding flood your soul. Peace be with you.
LeoX3
LeoX3
Take some deep breaths, okay? We're here for you, and we're keeping you in our thoughts, just get through it one minute at a time...Wish I had more to offer than wishing you peace and wellness.
J0KEYJ
J0KEYJ
she wants her man back..but shes having to be the tough one..show her sean the new you..romance her I dont mean with just a bunch of flowers..females love it when a man makes them laugh..I put a tag on someones toolbox silly thing and saw then a few days later ..he had kept it on..he made me feel special..how romantic is it sitting in front of some councellor..does you illness stop you from making dinner and putting something on the end of your partners nose and kissing the tip..a note as she walks past something with I love you..Sean show her woe her play again like teenagers..do not use the gun aproach that does not work .
Cloudguard
Cloudguard
Don't take the step that you can't take back. She has not closed the door. Do the next right thing, do not proceed from resentment or self pity. Breath calmly you need to relax. Sometime we do need to walk by ourselves a little. Be gentle we can at least be gentle, with ourself as well a those we love. Don't take the step that you can't take back.
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deleted_user
deleted_user
Don't wanna sound like a kill joy, but.....After my Son divorced, And after he went through the grief process , one day he says, Mom I didn't know how miserable I was until I got out of it!! Not saying thats the ansewer. But you sound much the same as my son. Stay with us. We want what you want plus full happiness in your life. Keep your chin up :)
irishwriter
irishwriter
sean, your wife has been with you through the long haul. take a breath. put away the shotgun, jesus what are you doing with a shotgun in the first place... maybe she is uncomfortable with just showing up at your appointment but would go to a scheduled one... you could try that. your love for each other has always stood out, so hopefully this is a glitch you will both get over. you can only do your best and show her as much as you can that you care and be gentle on both of you. vent here not to her for now. she prob needs a break.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Sean, focus on yourself. Do what you need to do to get to a better place. If you can't get to your family, call them. Ask your counselor what they think.
SeanPain
SeanPain
today i seen my psych and he said that if im not truly homicidal or suicidal then he cant place me in the hospital and to truly be honest i dont want to kill myself and im sorry for even saying so......but i figure that for a while i will try to better myself and my marriage at home and if it doesnt work then im going to just have to move on.....
deleted_user
deleted_user
Or do a marriage counselor deal ,where y'all do this together. if you think her love for you is true. best wishes.
SeanPain
SeanPain
I suggested that last night jane and she swore up and down that its not US its ME and that she just wants me to go away to get the extra help and be able to come home with a positive outlook at life instead of always being negative....
J0KEYJ
J0KEYJ
romance and laughter is whats needed .go for it sean little things it will take time dont give up after a few days romance does not have a sell by date..please if you need to vent about things come here..play again like teenagers .
DeathByDegrees
DeathByDegrees
I'm in no condition to help with this right now but I want you to know I'm thinking of you.
You're in my thoughts and I'm giving you the biggest mental hugs.
I don't 'believe' but my prayers are with you.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Work on you for now and then see what happens but usually it is not just one involved suggest that she take to someone else about her feelings and the situation you both are in. It takes two to make a marriage work and to break one. Hugs.