I seem to exaggerate every thing way out of proportion in my head. I have just had a small row with my fiance, nothing serious, but i know she is getting on with her day an the row is forgotten, while im here wanting to end the whole thing. my head is all over the place i feel like wreckin the place. my heads is trobbing from getting myself worked up with anxiety and i am hating her for me being like this. I am having crazy thoughts like drinking even though im sober 4 years and suicidle thoughts anything to stop my head.
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