I seem to exaggerate every thing way out of proportion in my head. I have just had a small row with my fiance, nothing serious, but i know she is getting on with her day an the row is forgotten, while im here wanting to end the whole thing. my head is all over the place i feel like wreckin the place. my heads is trobbing from getting myself worked up with anxiety and i am hating her for me being like this. I am having crazy thoughts like drinking even though im sober 4 years and suicidle thoughts anything to stop my head.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??