Hi, i have been sober for almost six months(HOORAY) but when does the fun begin?? I am starting to feel so restless, bored and agitated!! I don't miss drinking, but i do miss feeling carefree and spontaneous.My life is better now that i am sober.. i know this... but at the same time it is harder in alot of ways because of the fact that i'm being forced to deal with things now! I still can't believe how much effort it takes to live sober. When i first quit drinking, i thought that life would be just peachy and problem free. Now i see all the things i ignored before, and there's alot.I'm getting tired... i try so hard to change but the negative behaviors and thinking just won't go away.It's almost a minute by minute struggle to stay positive! I get frustrated easily.. in the beginning i cried all the time, and now it seems like i'm angry all the time! What's next? When will i feel more grounded?When can i have some fun?? And how the heck do i do that if i'm always swarming in all these different emotions?I want it all NOW!! lol wow do i ever sound like a petulant child...
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