Alcoholism Support Group

Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.

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Ashley8888 02/01/2009

Today was a hard day for me....I had a shitty day at work, but was semi happy when I got out of there...It was such a beautiful day out, sunny and warm....and all I could think about was getting some beer...I wanted to so bad...my mind was telling me all kinds of crazy things..." I could just start over tomorrow", "why not?"....I had to really fight it....I am so proud to say that I WON!!!
I turned down some plans to go to my cousin to watch the game...I was afraid....she would not be drinking but I didnt know about everyone else....
I need a meeting and tomorrow I have got to go...I know I can not put it off any longer...

Oh, I have been sober for 4 weeks, a little under 30 days...I want to get the chip for 30 days soon, but I am so shy, I dont know if I will be able to walk up in front of everyone to get it...well see

Thanks for letting me ramble :)

deleted_user 02/01/2009

Good for you Ashley. Sorry you had a rough day, but sounds like you made it through unscathed.

You probably just thought about the beer because it was so beautiful after a period of icy cold weather. Congrats on 30 days, go up and get your chip proudly sweetie! It'll be a great feeling of accomplishment. :)

deleted_user 02/01/2009

You're not rambling Ashley. You're telling my story at the beginning. Just don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle happens!

Keep up the good work. Before long, the thought of drinking will be a dim memory. We're rooting for you!

Ashley8888 02/01/2009

Thanks you all...it means a lot

mikey62 02/01/2009

Way to go Ashley.I do hope you go up and get that chip.It just may show the new person that it can be done.It also shows everyone that you are living in the solution.Be proud of yourself.Head up shoulders back. Walk the walk.....peace

deleted_user 02/01/2009

I know how hard that is and it is a growth loving purpose in your life.

deleted_user 02/01/2009

i dont know ashley i dont recomend anyone to try and fight it but to go to aa do the steps allow god to remove the opbsession so you can be recovered happy joyous and free. are you in aa?

lisa1235 02/02/2009

wow,way 2 go,ashley!..i was a little nervous picking up my very first chip..but u know after 30 days i was so proud and i couldnt wait to pick it up..i still have it..its my favorite chip because i never ever thought i'd even make a couple of days..much less 30..it was encouraging to me and not long after i was working on the 60 day one..every one of my chips are like little blessings that i keep to push me on..so u go on up there and get ur chip..congrats!

nodp2day 02/02/2009

I wish I could be there to see you walk up and get it. There is nothing to be shy about. You are never alone.

CoogeeMum 02/02/2009

4 weeks is great. You get shitty days. I breathe, close my eyes and take myself to a mud bath. Good on you for being sober today. xxx

m8bear 02/02/2009

Believe me Ashley, you may be nervous going up for the chip but when you get it; when you get your 30 day hug; when you walk back to your chair glowing; a big smile on your face; when you sit with it in your hand and can't believe it is yours; it is so worth it :)

deleted_user 02/02/2009

Way to Go!!!! Boy sunny, beautiful days when I'm having a GOOD day are temptations for me so that is awesome you won! Don't be shy. Stand up tall and go get that chip. You deserve it and I'm sure will treasure it. Have a good day.

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