Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
I just now REALLY realized something and I feel SOOOO pathetic....so bad. so awful....please tell me what you think....
Okay so I dont usually admit this to anyone...that I am taken care of, bill wise (have been for almost 2years)....Inheritance...(that last two years)
Well, I remember two years ago...I was on my floor crying and praying for like two days...I had no idea where rent would come from and I "wanted help"...I was literally on my floor with my phone book calling rehabs one day....and as I was on the floor praying I was thinking, and I remember this clearly...I wrote it out..."what it would take for me to go to rehab...."
It was if someone could loan me one thousand dollars, just for one month so when I got out I would still have my place and I would have time to pay the rent, keeping my job if possible......
Well, guess what God did for me (maybe, this is way I feel bad).....that month my rent and a new apartment were given to me....rent free where I live now....and its very nice...
And guess what I have done with my life....NOTHING....I just sat back and drank...I have had a job, part-time, but I have done NOTHING....
I feel soooo awful when I think about it...
I know its never too late and it has to stop SOON, but one chapter is about to close and I am scared...
Okay so I dont usually admit this to anyone...that I am taken care of, bill wise (have been for almost 2years)....Inheritance...(that last two years)
Well, I remember two years ago...I was on my floor crying and praying for like two days...I had no idea where rent would come from and I "wanted help"...I was literally on my floor with my phone book calling rehabs one day....and as I was on the floor praying I was thinking, and I remember this clearly...I wrote it out..."what it would take for me to go to rehab...."
It was if someone could loan me one thousand dollars, just for one month so when I got out I would still have my place and I would have time to pay the rent, keeping my job if possible......
Well, guess what God did for me (maybe, this is way I feel bad).....that month my rent and a new apartment were given to me....rent free where I live now....and its very nice...
And guess what I have done with my life....NOTHING....I just sat back and drank...I have had a job, part-time, but I have done NOTHING....
I feel soooo awful when I think about it...
I know its never too late and it has to stop SOON, but one chapter is about to close and I am scared...
Are you Catholic too Timmy? LOL
1.) Go to 90 meetings in 90 days.
2.) Work the steps with a sponsor; work the sponsor. Call them everyday.
3.) Read the first 167 pages of the big book.
4.) Ask God to keep you sober in the morning; thank him at night.
5.) Plug the jug.
Do these things and tell us what it is like in 90 days.