I'm an alcoholic,a recovering alcoholic it's been 10 years since I had a drink,great everyone thinks,what is wrong then,I want to know if there's such a thing as replacing one addiction with another? And if so why have I done this after 10 years sobriety??
im sooo alone,confused,scared and actually very suicidal,as I went to rock bottom with drink I was the classic alcoholic at the end,I don't think reading other posts that some people who say they can't be an alcoholic because they don't wake up shaking for a drink,with the DTs etc -there's so many different kinds of alcoholics so why when I know this,I thought one day st a time I'd got this illness that I pulled myself from the gutter eventually do I then start to be addicted to another drug after all this time??
am I in danger of going back to drink? Am I back sick again or have I as the addict inside me found something else that unlike alcohol no one -and I mean no one knows I'm lying and off my head do to speak,? Why would I do this ?? I honestly honestly do not want to live if this is another way an alcoholic stays sick,does that mean I've never got well and will always be this sick addict??
Whars hapoening to me? I'm sorry it's not about me drinking but it's me a recovering alcoholic after drinking and loosing everything for 20 years but I thought I was getting there I got my life back ,I need to know what's going on before I can work out why,and is life worth it if this is how il be ,I'm so scared right now..help
4 months total abstinence now. The last week I have been getting a lot of urges and feeling sexually charged at times. Feeling like I need a release and getting mild urges to watch porn again. I came to a realisation that I don't miss porn. I miss the effect porn used to have on me. Truth is for 6 months prior to quitting it had been doing absolutely nothing for me. Maybe it was shifting...