what a day first i went to gym for ME :0) then of to brothers laid a new floor for HIM he paid me 100 he would not take it back he said ive done lots ok :0) i then found myself at a afternoon meeting with my sponsor the meeting is struggling to pay the rent 2 months behind the pot went round i put 40 in i didnt say out just felt i wanted to put a little in gratitude the chair was over the moon :0) when we left my sponsor had tears he said i know that was you and that he was so happy and proud of me he said he had once done a similar thing and that i was an angel awww bless he started me of we then drove of then on the way home i called in at DOVE HOUSE HOSPICE its for terminally ill patients its where i went dressed as santa christmas eve giving presents out and chatting to the patients my grandma asked me if i'd do it, my grandad died there i gave them the the 60 so my 100 is now gone but the pleasure and gratitude i had doing it :0) a day completely handed over and has given me one of them free smiles and i gave plenty away lol
i am so gratefull for life i mean that from the heart
i love you all when i came into AA and here i never in my wildest dreams thought i could be happy at first i was on here giving advice when i was drunk after putting the drink down 17 months ago i have met some wonderfull people on here i feel at home when i log in its nice to to reflect on the past i never ever will forget how bad i was to be honest i dont want to it keeps me grounded firmly hey my first ever discussion live in the day xxxxxxxmarkyxxxxxxx