Girl I couldn't tell you how many times my commitee almost won out. I don't have a clue as to where I would be if it had. I was 5 years out before, so that's a pretty good clue I would guess...what a waste of 5 more years of life.

Praying you get back to sobriety...like NOW!

Let us be your commity! Let us get in your head. You know how much funner that is!!! (o;

Love ya so much!

One thing that I have found to be in my life is that when I think I have all the answers I better stop and reevaluate myself, as I am usually headed for trouble yet again.

You can do this Katie, I have faith in you.

Katie, With all this great advice & suggestions just make us your new committee.

Be good to yourself & learn from your mistake.

Wow! I am crying tears of, I don't know. Just amazement.
Here I come to you in my time of need. Selfish, selfish selfish.
I have neglected all of yous. All of yous.
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!! for probably picking up on my selfishness and sticking by my side anyway.
I wish I could name you all and make a comment on each wonderful and heartwarming and encouraging comments you all have made. Seems only Bubz is good at that one. I gotta get her secret. She's scary good.
Mike, Lesley, Bubzbaroonia, HolyCrappa, CoochieCookie,Hat, gosh it's not fair I can't remember you all.
Serenity: Not for a minute to I think I have this licked. Not for a second.
Bubz: I gave myself two weeks to fuck up in advance.
I can make up any excuse but this is what my thought process was. Truly selfish and a pity pottie story. I knew since June that I would be laid off at the end of August. I figured since I wouldn't be working I could have the luxury of being sick for a bit.
Crazy shit.
I got sick the very same day. That has never happened to me. Yuck.
You know if you believe in God you have to believe in the devil/Satan.
If you believe God talks to you then you have to believe Satan talks to you.
Satan is one seductive bastard and feeds right into my alcoholic sensibilities.
I bit.