dont drink. nothing here.

lol, cabledude, but she is serious and needs advice not improv. tell the truth and go with it. hold your head high and be done with the absolute bullshit. your mum does not deserve the beating around the bush eyesore that you are talking about. you are female, right? God did not need females to actually have balls. you have them already. no tossing around. hanging them off of trucks. scratching them for the rest of their disinterested crowd to yawn about. yours are internal. they are there. you use them. no whining from me nor any other sober female. use them!

Advice??? (((((((HuGs)))))) anyothers just feeding the thoughts....( meeting 1 on one F2F real sober people.....Advice I think not....
Billy

Ok here is the advice my sponsor would give me:
COME DOWN OFF THE CROSS AND USE THE WOOD TO BUILD A BRIDGE TO GET OVER IT!
Enough martyr bullshit! You want what I have you do what I did PERIOD!

Yes!!! miss wolf thats what they told me too Palm trees make a wonderful bridge though Ha!!!!

Good words wingedwolf.

you are breaking my heart - your pain is great - you can tell me to fuck off - i don't care - i will always love you for how you helped me

game is not over!!!! you do not lose!!!!!!! you do not suck!!!!!!!

just need to start again

and i am being selfish - sorry - but your strength gives me strength

have i told you i've been to tow meetings and and confess to the bosses all that has been going on - oh that sucked - but they were compassionate and want to help me find treatment - even give me the time of day to get it done - they said to me they think of me as family and i come first - as uncomfortable as it was i felt better

anna..............
after you become accountable to all the folks that already know there is weirdo-shit goin' on w/you & get honest with them, sooooo much weight will come off those lil ol' shoulders!
that will be the beginning of a NEW FREEDOM right there!
if you don't tell um' they can't help you & they WANT to! your mom & siblings love you & don't know for sure what the hell is wrong w/Anna....
they wanna do what ever they can, but they need the real deal, no more BS. PLZ get honest w/your entire family. they will be there for ya!
LOVE U! Billie

Dang! Hate this compulsive drunk posting crap. I feel like an ass. Have to move on though. I need to do something about THIS.

Billie, you got it. See my journal if you want. I have got to get this right THIS TIME.

Wease, I am proud of you girl. Your story just took an amazing turn. I think you just a got a big miracle on a silver platter. You are going to get well.

and that means so much to me that you think so. if i do well, will i inspire you as you have me?

the road less taken is less taken because there are NO road maps to get anywhere. i learned this the hard way myself. dust yourself off and let's get on with the business of living. love you......devon

It's never over, AA can work for you as it has me, I have liver disease but I am pretty happy most the time and love being sober. There is always hope, but you have to love yourself and be willing to think that you are worth it to help yourself. Take care. I pray you do the right thing.