Your sobriety has to come first before anything, you need to get support and start building your foundation. Your the one who has a drinking problem not them or her, Its always nice to have family stand with you and support you but its up to you if you want sobriety. You need to go to meetings and get a sponsor a big book and meeting directory. You need to be around people who understand alcoholism and know how you feel, most people don't have a clue about alcoholism or how powerful it is. Go to a meeting where people care about you and can help you.
If you need more information or wanna talk send me a message

copy & paste for AA meetings in your area

http://www.aa.org/lang/en/central_offices.cfm?origpage=373

OH, i see they started making live links ....GREAT

Hi, it horrible when you on your own, I would go to a meeting to or meet some on drinking friends, you might not want to but go anyway.

I just drank in the house to as a have kids and my husband is in the police so never at home for me to go out, I liked the secrecy of it all it is part of it of me, it was my thing, but now , I use AA like that I go and meet people who understand me and where I can be honest bout all.

I can't drink at all, I know that , so I have to do something else or I will go mad xxxxx hope your ok don't pick up please xxxx

1000% agree with friendofb (who by the way helped me with a link as well, so good to have you here friend!).
Day 5 is tricky. No wonder that you still feel some cravings. Hope that you are not suffering from withdrawal symptoms. If you do, ask for medical help. It is serious, you know that?
Don't worry about your girlfriend, Ask her when she comes home why she did it if you want to know it. But it doesn't matter. Not she, you're the alcoholic who wants to stop drinking. And stopped for 5 days! Great!
Hope you did it for yourself and not for anybody else.
What matters is only you and your desire to give up alcohol. Don't wait. Go out and find the people who can help you. People, who like you, are recovering alcoholics and understand you. In my opinion, the best place to go is an AA meeting. It's much better place then a pub. You will see.
Wish that your girlfriend will support you. It takes time till the family or people close to you can trust you and learn how to support you.
All the best.

What is live links please tell me x

Thanks. I've been to meetings before and I liked them. And "friendofb" she doesn't understand alcoholism at all. She just says I have no willpower and can't control my drinking and let it take over me. I'm like, yeah that's alcoholism. She says no. But whatever , I go back to my second time first time meeting Tuesday. And I already had withdrawal symptoms. I didn't seek medical help. I was lucky. And last night I stayed up. But that's cause I was playing video games and watching Louis ck :p I'm not depressed or anything. Overall I'm a happy person. I'm more happy sober than drunk. Hmm its a wonder why I drank so heavy, sometimes all day for days. Ugh. It's yucky. But yeah thanks my ninjas.

Lizzy, Live link or clickable links....when you click the link it goes to the website, Some other recovery sites don't have live links you have to copy & paste.

Read up on alcoholism - you may or may not want to share with your girlfriend. Her opinion is one that is shared by many, and that's just not knowing about the disease. Regardless, it's your sobriety, and whether she supports it or not, it's up to you to work on it. i don't imagine she is testing you - she's just going out, doing her thing. So you are free to do your thing, which is to stop drinking and stay stopped.

Glad to hear you're hitting meetings! I can't imagine a better way to spend an evening other that surrounded by my brothers and sisters in recovery and hearing the message.

Cheers!

xzanth those sentences ring so true to me..why did i drink so heavily and all day. I cant imagine doing that at all now. Yuck is right