I have been sober for 7 mnths now. I feel the arrogance coming in. I just did an aerobics class and when the instructor praised me, i just replied arrogantly, " i know i am good, i have done a lot of aerobics" implying that he was rubbish in front of me. This is just one example. I am worried that with passage of time, as i become fitter physically and alert mentally, I might go into a euphoric state which may leaad to relapse. i was on tegretol for many months for mood disorder. I am just scared that a manic state of mood is setting in. One good thing is that I am aware of it now. Any ideas how to control it. I dont want to go on mood stabilisers again- too many side effects.
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