Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.

Sorry to hear about "the bad times" - Remember if you are going through Hell, just keep going...
good luck on your journey and I promise even though at times it does not seem like it, life will be better with less demons, so dump alcohol and jump back into life.
Keeping a daily journey and setting little goals really helped me in the beginning (and I am still doing it, I am not that far along) - stay strong my friend and come here often, it helps to know we are all fighting the same battle.