Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
I completed 10 days!!!!!!!!!!!!
I halved my librium dose yesterday to 2 a day, will see my doc this week, and hopefully that will be me off them.
I got very angsty last night - you should see how clean my house is as i searched for something to do.
I halved my librium dose yesterday to 2 a day, will see my doc this week, and hopefully that will be me off them.
I got very angsty last night - you should see how clean my house is as i searched for something to do.
gah - I'd love a drink but know the stupidity of it.
I recognised today that I was setting myself to give myself permission. I fought with partner, his kids were a nightmare, I got no work done - I ended up taking myself for a drive, chillout and coffee.
After thinking about it I realised I was putting all these things in place to justify me going for a drink. When I realised what I was doing it was easier to ignore.
Though everyone is out and I have money - gah.
I wish i could wake up as a different person.
This feels very uncomfortable to me, I guess its because I like to see how i do and when i wake up i am proud to go and write what i have behind me in days.
Looking forward has just freaked me out. I know he means it in the best way but theres now a part of me that thinks "gah, its so far away, I cant" and a bigger part of me which is my rebellious child that says "dont you tell me what to do, i will drink if i want"
I have huge issues with being told what to do lol.
i want to scribble his notes off, is that awful of me?