Unable to sleep last night at all, I got a call Dad:Heidi want to go food shopping today is the day. I  was a mess, panicked, thought no I can do this and got ready in three minutes, washed up, and calmed down in seconds. I breathed steped out the door to pick out food for a month this month. Daddy is so helpful and loving always my protetor of my safty he is a true living st and my mom. They both recently spent a fourtune on me, for my bday. And I still have a large family to be grateful for. I packed it all away quick as a flash colapsed in my chair, and fell asleep,I did great he didnt even knotice. Theyve been worried about my recent painful diabetic type rash that needed er care soon. I have a doc apppointment monday and I did wonderful with dad I even looked good sporting my new kicks, and new glow in the dark tshirt of the skeletual I am good n tired, but good.