You're not alone in this...I've struggled with this same issue for years, the fear of what if always comes back around. Sometimes loyalty and love are hard to come by. The two or three friends I do feel like are solid really help me get through it. Feel free to message me when it gets to you, I'm still dealing with the same issues everyday.

You are absolutely not alone. I am not a people person. I never have been. Even as a small child and well into my teen I was most comfortable by myself. I had a few good friends through the years. Time and circumstances ended each of those relationships eventually. I can honestly say that at this point I am pretty much friendless. I have an Aunt whom I am extremely close with. We e-mail regularly and often several times a day. But she lives all the way across the country from me. As much as I love her support and pride in me I wish she were closer. And I wish I had someone closer to lean on. I am often convinced, for no real reason, that people just don't like me. They mistake my extreme shyness and the fact that I'm an introvert, for snobbery. I am the furthest thing from a snob. I'm simply afraid. Of everything. People. Places. Situations. Crowds. I recently started counseling. Only one session under my belt. But I have another scheduled this coming week and I WILL be going. No matter how difficult it is for me to step out the door. I wish I had some magic, instant solution for you. The best I can do is tell you that you are not alone and that if you need a virtual shoulder to lean on I'm a good listener and will likely understand a lot of what you are feeling. Because I feel it too. Take a deep breath, remind yourself that you are worth and take it one day, or even one hour, at a time. Hugs!!

You're not alone. I have the same issues as you. I dont like people, I preffer to be alone, its easier. Its safer, but its not our human nature, thats why we have to fight and share our problems, belive me, thats make the things easier. When you feel that you're not alone, you gain confidence and more strength to fight

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Usually the more people you know, the more unecessary drama will arise. It tends to come with the territory because people are simply messy, flawed beings. You have to be selective of those who you allow into your life.