I think what you're feeling is very normal. This is such an emotional thing beginning from a very early age that I think it's easy for us to get too emotionally excited about both the highs and the lows of it. I've been through the same thing in both directions -- I've been dry for maybe 2-3 months at a time and felt great (but still with the nagging worries in the back of my mind)... and I've then relapsed and wet several times in a week, and felt horrible, like it was the end of the world and I would be wetting again for the rest of my life. In reality most of my adult life has been like that -- up and down, never going away completely but never getting tremendously worse as I often fear during the bad moments. I hope this makes sense to you -- and I'm 33 now, so this roller coaster of thoughts has been going on for at least 10 years now in my case.

I can't claim to have a perfect solution to this (obviously, I'm still here!) but I think the best thing I can tell you is to try to look at the big picture as much as possible, even though it's sometimes hard in the given moment. Be happy about being dry, you should be -- but don't feel like your whole world is going to come crashing down if you wake up wet one morning, because it won't. If it doesn't ever come back, great -- you'll figure out eventually if it's been weeks, months, or years without having to obsess about it every day. If it does come back -- you'll survive, this is just a minor medical issue in the grand scheme of things, that doesn't threaten your health in any way and doesn't define what kind of person you are. Easier said than done when you wake up in a cold wet bed, I know... but the more I can make myself think like that, the better I think I deal with it overall. Hope this helps!!

i also think its just normall to have those fears, i remember when i was your age they were hard timesi myself had never had a dry period, so your lucky, be proud of your self and just relax.if it does hapen again you know how to handle it. i hope you have good people around you. and stay positive .your stronger them me when i was your age, i wish everthing works out for the best. your not alone, gods aways watching over us all

thank you guys, it means so much to know that i am not alone in this...you guys r all great inspirations to me. i really mean that. thank you. =)

Yes, it's definitely good not to feel alone! How have you been doing lately? Are you still on a dry streak, or nearly dry streak? You've still done great the last few months no matter what, so even if you have had a few accidents don't let it get you down!

Whatever else it is the 2 month period of dryness must be good news. I have not had such a break for years but I know they can ofetn go on to be ocme permanant. The approach i have taken is to stay padded up at night so as to reduce the anxiety over any "relapse", get a good nights sleep and rejoice if I wake up dry.