On July 31st of last year, I fell asleep at the wheel and went into the median of the highway. A metal post went through the floorboard of my car, through the bottom of my seat, the bottom of my thigh, and came out of the top and touched my chest. Almost went in. My femoral artery was missed by 1 mm. I was in a ventilator and paralyzed on my left lower side for a few weeks. I was in the hospital for 7.5 weeks. I have had 12 surgeries to reconstruct my leg. I am still struggling daily. I have anxiety. PTSD. Chronic pain in my left thigh and knee and hip. I want to know i am not alone. That there are others that deal with these issues, too. Tonight i am feeling sad and alone. I feel like giving up in my recovery. That i should just lay in bed and rest all day every day instead of getting up and fighting the anxiety, fear, pain. And i do. I fight. But tonight, i feel like giving up.
Good morning,Hi,I am new to the site. I have Fibromyalgia as well. Today, I'm resting.God, please give us the strength to keep moving. Thank you God for your grace and your Mercy! We know that you Love us so much! God, we are believing and trusting you for our healing today. God bless everyone. Let us trust God for our healing. Make it a great day today!God is LOVE!
My mom is different. Back then when we were not here she would worry about my grades. Now she worries whether or not I cleaned the house. Like back then it was an F you are grounded, now, didn'the wash the dishes you are grounded. It is all my dad's fault, because it was himy that made my mom change.