I've such a grudge against my boyfriend because he looked at porn when he was dating me and I can't seem to get over it. That was a year down in the relationship when he told me he'd been looking at it after I ranted about how good he was a guy that didnt look at it. Well - to my total unexpected surprise. Anyway we stayed together and He has stopped - and I'd like to think he would tell me if he looked at it- but because I reacted REALLY poorly I dont know if he really would! I didnt see it coming I'm still living in insecurity about it another year almost down the track~! I try not to let him know but I'm fighting a really hard battle trying to figure out what it meant if nothing more than immaturity. It felt like betrayal and like I needed to be sexier.. or that he was a pervert.

Any others out there that have had their partners cheat on them in this way? .. Mine knew that I thought porn was immature and a total no no (when we are a christian couple striving for purity).. but he did it anyway and didn't tell me until later down the track in the relationship.

I feel like he wishes I looked like someone else and this is causing me all sorts of self image problems because I still wonder if he fantasizes about others more the type of body of which were contained in those images. What do guys really think when they look at porn even though they have a girlfriend who they love and are attracted to- I want honesty.

Guys do you wish your girlfriend looked like the porn you look at?... Do you wish for variety? If you had a hot ass girlfriend would you forget porn in an instant?