i have been celibate for 7 months now this is the longest i have gone with out sex. Im really excited to get to a year! I decided to become celibate because i wanted to show God i was serious about my spiritual relationship with God and i was hoping God would send me my husband (a manifestation of unconditional love). i was sick of dealing with men who had no intentions or no good intentions for me. Before this point I never made a promise to God before about sex so this was a big deal. I even stopped eating meat in solidarity with myself! Symbolism. Even though i miss chick-fil-a chicken minis every morning and the thought of JR cricket wings makes my mouth water. I will survive! So after months of dating men who were treating me better than ever before my husband came! I feel like God delivered in the mail. Amazon Prime lol. So now we are dating and all excited and in love. I want to be all in his face all of the time and now marriage seems so far away. The man found me but now we still have to wait and i need support. We could date for years and im worried he wont be aroused by me later on down the line while we wait. What if we run out of things to do to distract us from how much we want to unite. I need support and ideas on how to work through this. I dont want to pressure him into a quick wedding and we cheat ourselves. Im like damn lets go to the courthouse and do a real wedding later but i feel like id be cheating us. Maybe its too soon. Help me .