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BlueYonderDreams
BlueYonderDreams
I have been struggling with thoughts of self harm for the past three days. Sometimes I get so depressed and hopeless it seems like it is the only release for my pain. It scares me because I feel like I am literally struggling for my life. I have my first therapy session tomorrow so I hope that helps me. I just pray these thoughts and feelings of hopelessness go away soon and I can have a productive session to get my head on straight. I just desperately want to live a good, productive life dedicated to God and helping others, but it is so hard with this monster in my head. I am such a tortured soul.
Rachel59
Rachel59
WHAT????? When??
BlueYonderDreams
BlueYonderDreams
I'm still here, battling this beast!
Rachel59
Rachel59
SO glad you are okay, Blue Yonder!! Love you!!
deleted_user
deleted_user
SORRY THAT I GOT THE WRONG INFORMATION FROM A POST BY ISABEE, THANK GOD IT WAS NOT YOU,
BlueYonderDreams
BlueYonderDreams
Roger, no harm done. :) Thank you Roger and Rachel for the kind words. I love you both and all you do to help others!

Lisa, thank you for the beautiful prayer.

Isabee, thank you for the kind words and your support. It means a lot to me. I was battling these awful thoughts again last night, but here I am trying to fight today and trying to help others and do the Lord's work.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Amen. So good to hear., God has a plan for you it will become clear, For a little while I just had to put one foot in front of the other every day and make myself go through the motions. Little did I know what laid ahead. Praying for Holy Spirit to come and reside in you. Blessings Lisa
BlueYonderDreams
BlueYonderDreams
Thank you, Lisa. I am glad to know something better lied ahead for you. I am praying God grants me the same.
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