Hi, There I was severely abused from as young as remember until I started running away in my teens to this day can't wrap my mind around how you can put your hands on a child and verbally abuse them making them feel so worthless. I can not forgive my abuser nor look her in the face without anger and intense pain. I know they say time heals all wounds but I really don't think you ever truly heal. I have a rare neurological disorder I suffer from that was brought on by trauma. It will never be determined if it was from the abuse or another factor of my horrible childhood and early adulthood. Every day is a painful reminder that the person that was supposed to love me the most very likely continues to cause me pain.
So lost in how to continue to have my family in my life when they choose to have a relationship with my abuser and I don't think it is in my families and I best interest to do so. It's crazy how someone can get away with hurting a child or in my situation multiple children are in the family and never get punished for it!! Getting into the nitty gritty details of my abuse will most likely cause a whirlwind of emotions I know but I want to talk to someone who has been there. If you wanna chat. I would love to connect.