theazimuth

theazimuth

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Age: 48
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I have been in a live-in relationship with a woman for 11 years. During that time I have been a serial cheater. I have been caught twice before, and was forgiven. Recently I had another affair, but this time it was with a woman who fell in love with me and that I love and who challenged me to reconsider the way I have been living for the better part of this past decade. My outlook on infidelity is finally changing as a result. The high I would get from affairs, before, made me feel fulfilled, if only temporarily. But the coming down from that high has proved to be very taxing on me emotionally during this very intense love affair. The pain, stress and anxiety, the hurt that a secret love affair can generate is something I don't wish to experience. Affairs served as my crutches to avoid facing and working on the problems in my relationship, to help me stay. For the first time, I'm realizing what a terrible and costly way of being this is for me. I'm seeking support in finding a path forward to a life of honesty and authenticity in my relationship(s).

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