pamlamb

About Me

I lost my darling husband Bill March 27, 2016. He died in my arms. Bill was diagnosed with terminal colon cancer only 2 months before his death. I am feeling shocked, disoriented, surreal, gutted, on and on and on. I have no children. We moved to Tennessee 3 years ago. My dear stepson lives about 80 miles from me. Most of my family has passed on. I have a brother in Arizona and a sister in California. I have one friend/neighbor here who is very sweet and caring. I am trying to keep myself busy but every now and then I remember his actual death and a cold shock goes through my stomach and chest. How do I do life now? I don\'t know.