jimdeb84

About Me

Lost my husband on 11/23/15 and still feel so very empty without him he battled cancer for the last 19 months of his life. He fought so very hard and I did everything in my power to help him fight. I also lost my job the end of August after 13 years. Got fired for \"talking to the Doctor\". this was the family doctor, which I worked side by side with for the biggest part of that 13 years. I really believed I was fired because I had FMLA in place and they fired me for using that (which I used sparingly and intermittently) Now my love is gone and I feel so empty, alone and scared. In a way I am \"grateful\" that he is no longer in any pain. But I feel like I\'m drowning in my own pain from loosing him. Then I am angry at me for being so very selfish. Terrible \"Catch 22\"