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- Hi all your brave souls. Haven't been here in ages but wanted to check in and let you know I'm alive, starting yet another drug for Stage IV cancer. All things considered doing well. It was quite a challenge - more like a gut wrenching - to try...
- I post on the Walk Away board but have promised a friend I would ask you all about her situation and what to do.In a nutshell - my friend remarried about 10 years ago (she was 60, he was 50, he was never married before). Her husband does not have a...
- There was a second part of what happened yesterday, one I did not know about. I thought my ED wanted to see me but that was not true. A "friend" contacted her because over the weekend I had a bad reaction to my anti-depressants and the "friend"...
- I was on my way up the stairs to my own apartment and saw my ED with baby in arms waiting for me. I quickly turned away before I could see anything and walked away. My ED say… Mom… Mom.I said - You do not exist to me anymore.Kept walking.Got a...
- I posted this in my other topic but thought it important enough to share in a separate post. Having been instructed by all appropriate professionals to let go and wanting some sense of closure I came up with this ritual:Earth - am burying a piece...
- Don't need to come here anymore for support to stay on the planet (phew!) but wanted to update on a recent turning point.Havent' seen or heard from ED for a year except last year Christmas and birthday, cards. And a christmas card picture of a...
- I posted this on the Parents Who Walk Away board but it may resonate on this board as well. I just looked it up and it has been about a year since I stumbled upon this board and after lurking, finally joined in. I can honestly say I would not have...
- I just looked it up and it has been about a year since I stumbled upon this board and after lurking, finally joined in. I can honestly say I would not have made it through the last year without the humanity, honesty and love from everyone here. I...
- Hello to all you fellow walkaway-ers. With the New Year wanted to give an update on how my journey is going.After several months of not being able to go out of the house due to emotional triggers I finally got ahold of myself the started to move...
- I haven't been posting because I really want to not have to come here each day and try and keep myself on the planet. No word from ex-daughter since her husband sent a text and pic of their baby. Unfortunately, medical problem rears it's ugly...
- I ran into somebody I used to know.About three years ago, as a HUGE favor I agreed to work with a man, let's call him Billy. It is a very long story but ended when I saw my neighbor who said - hey I saw your friend Billy last night. He's moving to...
- I know I have mentioned meditation and I get a daily email from one of my teachers. This was from this morning and I am posting it because I know I feel very confused about how I am "supposed' to feel. And how you can give love without engaging in...
- So I got a text this morning from my SIL letting me know the baby girl arrived last night via c-section. There was a picture but it didn't look like anything but a regular baby. At least I am out of limbo, waiting for the other shoe to drop. I am...
- So I got a text this morning from my SIL letting me know the baby girl arrived last night via c-section. There was a picture but it didn't look like anything but a regular baby. At least I am out of limbo, waiting for the other shoe to drop. I...
- I didn't sent the actual birth day cards but only because I am willing to take advice. Yikes can't believe I said that.I did send a drug store card, normal on the outside, inside the message is something about "having a good day, great week,...