ridingnow

About Me

HI I served in the army in vietnam two tours as a combat infrantyman came home to no welcome just went back about my life. Learn a trade in welding and did that for 15 yrs but the winters got colder and the summers hotter so I changed careers and took up real estate I was made to sell was very good at it retired at 55 going to live the good life them Bam this monster struck and now I spend my days in a power chair with my english bulldog. I have a fiance who is a nurse and is so dam good to me I feel guilty being sick with her and wish I could do things, so she wouldnt have to. I live alone and so sometimes it gets to ya but I fight off any bad feelings or feeling sorry for myself ...just look around theres someone worse off..anyway i\'m blessed with the life I had and will go out kicking and screaming... no god its not my time yet.... I have two children that i raised myself from 5 and 7 and they gave me 6 grandkids..so needless to say i was busy with gifts this xmas..well I join here to learn from others that have this and not from a book I\'ve been in denial about it so I rreally dont know much about it. I dont even ask my doc anything just go with the flow