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Im sick of being good i havnt lost it in like a year in a half, but im really fucking tempted right now....

Ive stayed away from this site for the last few months... I got so frustrated w everything... I ended my 3 and 1/2 year relationship, and was a reck... now its my 1st month of college and shit is...

Well it was easy to ignor it for a year... but i cant anymore i leave for collage in 3months i got to get rid of this... ugh stress is overtaking... im ussually so strong... idk what to do....p.s. i...

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Im sick of being good i havnt lost it in like a year in a half, but im really fucking tempted right now....

Ive stayed away from this site for the last few months... I got so frustrated w everything... I ended my 3 and 1/2 year relationship, and was a reck... now its my 1st month of college and shit is...

Well it was easy to ignor it for a year... but i cant anymore i leave for collage in 3months i got to get rid of this... ugh stress is overtaking... im ussually so strong... idk what to do....p.s. i...

Don't just skim through these words, please take the time to read the whole thing. You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider...

BOY PROBLEMS... Again... I know its my fault because i cant tell him how i feel or whats going through my head, but im so close to giving up on us and myself................. Idk how to feel...

So basicly im having the shityest ( i dont even know how to spell that) day ever!!! I honestly am so sick of the bull shit i have to deal with on a day to day basis!!! I want to know why i cant just...

Don't just skim through these words, please take the time to read the whole thing. You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider...

BOY PROBLEMS... Again... I know its my fault because i cant tell him how i feel or whats going through my head, but im so close to giving up on us and myself................. Idk how to feel...

So basicly im having the shityest ( i dont even know how to spell that) day ever!!! I honestly am so sick of the bull shit i have to deal with on a day to day basis!!! I want to know why i cant just...

My 1st journal entry... Well im really scared... its been about 3 years sence i told someone about my abuse and nothing was done because i didnt tell them the whole truth... A new and nother report...