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I came home from the hospital on Thursday.  I had surgery on Wednesday morning.  I thought that I was never going to make it out of the hospital.  I thought that I was going to die in surgery. ...

This morning I was supposed to eat about 2000 calories.  That did not happen.  I picked my dad up and we played cards together over a bite to eat.  He gave me a hug.  Oh my goodness.  My father...

Today is Monday.  I am trying to think that all the thoughts that are pouring into my head right now are just thoughts.  I am having surgery on Wednesday morning and that is that.  I will be...

Last night I went out to dinner with my friend from a previous school.  I wanted to pay my half.  However, she wouldn't let me pay.  We went to a Thai restaurant on Main Street.  We got done...

Today I went to Gateway's Hair Salon with my girlfriend to get my first pedicure and my first manicure.  I loved it.  I was really nervous.  However, once I got past my nerves I was fine.  The...

Thank you so much to people that have responded to my cries for help.  That made me feel so good right now.   It is pouring outside like crazy.  I wish the rain would die down a bit. I have to...

Rain, Rain go away...... I know we need it, but what a pain.  I am supposed to go into school today to get my belongings.  My youngest was lagging this morning.  It made the morning very...

Today is the first day in thirteen years that I did not start the first day of school.  I am sad and at the same time hopeful, because I know that I am getting better and I will be back in a...

Today was one of the worst days that I have ever had.  When do they start getting better?  I got a letter from unified today.  It said,"  Per the attached agreement, it was agreed that you could...

I went in this morning for my pre op visit with my family doctor.  I haven't had him as my doctor since March.  It was weird talking with him again.  The nurse couldn't draw any blood from me...

I had a therapy session today with my therapist.  She is the best therapist, for me, in the whole entire world.  She did EMDR with me this evening.  Something clicked and it worked because I am...

I found out last night that my stepdaughters friend is at Children's Hospital in Milwaukee fighting for her life, dying of lukemia.  She was over hear every day last summer.  I thought of her like...

My husband just left with the kids.  Thank goodness.  I was having a great day until he came home from work.  He calls me on his breaks to look good in front of his guy friends at work.  When he...

This Wednesday would have been my 13 year starting school. I am having a very difficult time dealing with this. On top of it, I have to have a laperoscopy on Sept. 10th.  The doctor is going to see...

I was doing really well the other day.  I got a positive note from my therapist.  Then I went out to  see my grandparents. They said with me being on the Prozac that I could just up and kill...