MoldyProphet

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  Camping

  Posted by: MoldyProphet

  Posted: 08/08/2020

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  I'm going camping soon and it will be the first time I've spent time away from my newborn son, he is two months old and it will be hard but also nice to get away from the city and everything with it, no cell reception will also help on my personal journey with no pron and no fap. 

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  Constant hurt.

  Posted by: MoldyProphet

  Posted: 08/04/2020

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  Why is it that we as human beings mimic nature in ways that we know will do no good for us in the end? Such as watching a moth get too close to a light or flame and ending up taking its own life. So too do humans fly too close to the sun and lose our ability to soar with scorched wings we plummet to the earth reaching out to the heavens that were so close moments ago.

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  Feeling low.

  Posted by: MoldyProphet

  Last Reply: SamA64 11/10/2021

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  My gf wants to be physical with me but I'm still only a few days without pron and I don't want to get caught in that vice again because of us being active. I've also had issues finishing because of my addiction. So it's kind of a scary thing to me to be intimate right now out of fear of not being good enough despite how many times she tells me I'm more than enough. I still can't shake those thoughts that I'm the problem because of what I've done to myself.

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  Things are better.

  Posted by: MoldyProphet

  Posted: 08/01/2020

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  Today seems better than the last few weeks, me and my SO have talked and came to an understanding. I will be doing my best to stay porn free, trying to find outlets like this that allow me to express myself and find new healthy hobbies rather than falling back to what is comfortable. 

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: MoldyProphet

  Posted: 08/01/2020

  MoldyProphet commented on the discussion My porn addictions ruining my life.

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  Why do I feel so damaged.

  Posted by: MoldyProphet

  Posted: 07/29/2020

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  I feel like I'm broken beyond repair, that is ruined myself psychologically and physically. I feel ashamed and guilty of my actions, I feel disgusted with myself. I've ruined the one relationship that meant anything to me. The bond of trust with my girlfriend has been destroyed because I lied about touching myself out of shame. She won't forgive me and is probably leaving me and I feel like I'm losing all of me. She's taking the kids with her and I know I will fall into a deeper darker pit if...

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  Posted: 07/29/2020

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  My porn addictions ruining my life

  Posted by: MoldyProphet

  Last Reply: MoldyProphet 08/01/2020

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  My porn addiction has now ruined my relationship with my girlfriend. Some info, I've been looking at porn since I was about 13 and haven't stopped since. It got especially bad when I was living with a couple friends where I was single and left to my own devices and I fear I've damaged myself so bad I cannot be with anyone because of the problems I've faced in this relationship. My girlfriend and I have a child each from previous relationships and we just recently had a baby boy. I've been...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: MoldyProphet

  Posted: 07/29/2020

  MoldyProphet joined the group Sex / Pornography Addiction.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 07/29/2020

  MoldyProphet became friends with TeamDS.