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Now he says I terrify him...that I need therapy... well duh! yes i do. and stupid place hasn't called me back yet. I don't even have my foot in the door.  How am I supposed to get help when the...

getting over it.  sounds simple enough. but then theres the random thoughts, and images....even made up images. right when you think you're making progress, bam, a slap in the face....like stubbing...

took the dogs for a walk tonight. just a random act.  it was nice. a pleasant evening.  I also randomly decided to dye my hair tonight. clairol nice n easy #104.... my natural hair color is blonde...

I went shopping today... bought some random items.  had a funny conversation with the two dudes in front of me at "Stupid Target" (sorry, against box stores, yet I'm the dumb one for shopping there)...

so I think I want to work it out with Tony. But it seems everyone thinks its destined to fail. We've been through so much already. I just don't know what to think. I mean, on the one hand, it could...

so the band "great big sea" has one album I really like, it's called 'the hard and the easy'.... I've heard a few of the other albums, (sorry to any fans....) but I think they kind of suck....but...

so.....decided to take dogs on walk...(GOOD IDEA) walked and walked and walked. layed down on grass and watched clouds (GOOD IDEA)....walked and walked some more (GOOD IDEA)....came to a park (GOOD...

I decided to start making a happy pillow, it looks like grass with daisies on it. and i got back onto a dating site. happens to be the one I met HIM on, but whatever. it's the only thing I can think...

just can't get over it, and I can't understand why. i see now he was unhappy for awhile. he got back onto the dating site we met on. i decided to try it out again, and there's discussions from him...

so the death trap of a van that HE is letting me use broke down tonight. I was stuck on the road after collecting some of my things from the apartment WE used to share. I have a truck, but it won't...

So a few days I found this website.  Decided maybe it could help. I've been depressed for about a year now, and I'm wondering if it's just the stresses of life...not enough money, time, but also,...

Now he says I terrify him...that I need therapy... well duh! yes i do. and stupid place hasn't called me back yet. I don't even have my foot in the door.  How am I supposed to get help when the...

getting over it.  sounds simple enough. but then theres the random thoughts, and images....even made up images. right when you think you're making progress, bam, a slap in the face....like stubbing...

took the dogs for a walk tonight. just a random act.  it was nice. a pleasant evening.  I also randomly decided to dye my hair tonight. clairol nice n easy #104.... my natural hair color is blonde...

I went shopping today... bought some random items.  had a funny conversation with the two dudes in front of me at "Stupid Target" (sorry, against box stores, yet I'm the dumb one for shopping there)...